Be Brand New

hey guys..
currently im on my holiday back in my hometown.. but just sadly, going back to jogja real soon this Saturday. well, at some points and mostly i feel sad again to leave the whole family, friends behind but i also feel some kind of excitement to start fresh in this semester. i've learnt my mistakes..im not going to handle two things at the same time, no more procrastinating and so on so on... just wish me a very good luck this semester.

much love, lily xx

What I Heard to Recently

so, here's my current playlist on my iPod. enjoy! xx

Daughtry - Waiting For Superman
Daft Punk - Instant Crush
Rie Sinclair & Mike Suby - No Way Out
James Blunt - Same Mistakes
James Blunt - Blue On Blue
Daughtry - Baptized (Acoustic)
Avicii - Lay Me Down

Fucked Up

hey guys. well, so sorry for not updating this past 2 months. got a lot work up to do, studies, exams, well whatsover, i aint give a damn abt it anyway.
so, i've just finished my first semester here in jogja.. going back to hometown tomorrow like FINALLY!! after all these months! then going to Kuala Lumpur for the very next day to have a short vacation that i've been craving and needed for months.

well, how's ife guys? mine is pretty suck here. ended up this semester not so good, started this semester not so good either but what can't i say? i've tried my best to catch up with the subjects, the books, and it turns out to be just like that. expectations DO differ from reality, and i start to believe it much from now on. maybe some dreams would only be just "dreams" that we can't achieve, but still some dreams would just turn to be real ones. honestly, i don't know. i'm facing what we so called a midlife crisis, and maybe i do sound a little bit way too overdramatic, but to tell you the truth..that's just exactly how i feel.

there's no point in regretting what we once did, we could only take some lessons from that mistake, but for the very first time of my live, im started to have a second thoughts about this past six months. yeah, my life was pretty fucked up right now.

much love and hope, lily xoxo